Deadly night

During one night with smell of flowers in the air,
 In the rucksack I carry an equipment to kill,
 Rope, knife, gun,
 During one night with smell of flowers in the air.
In my mind I carry all the things of the childhood, and the idiocy, and the oblivion also.
 In the house my family is having dinner, or looking at the television, and the children already should be sleeping.
 During one night with smell of flowers in the air,
 In a street that catched my attention a few weeks ago, where she lives.
 The same thing might be one evening, but the night was made to kill, and the smell of flowers is nice.